It’s Killing Me

It’s killing me to see that you don’t care.
Acting like I’m nobody
I’m just some wall
Ignore me
Just do it
I have no feelings
I’m just some excuse
A lame excuse that wants to be loved
Loved like a teddy bear
Snuggled like a new born baby
But why should I have feelings for you?
Is it because you’ve tortured me with your hurtful words?
Your words that have come out of those lips that I have kissed at least once.
Or once wanted to kiss and feel
Those words mean everything and anything to me
But you don’t see it
You don’t see anything
You’re blind
And it’s killing me.



Fallen

She’s fallen behind
She’s left in the dark
Everyone makes fun of her
She’s all alone
She lost her faith
She gets shoved against walls
No one cares
No one believes her
When she says
“I should drop dead, no one would care’<br>No one believed the signs
She felt as if,
She was a dead soul
Walking in the world
Everyone was cruel to her
Then, one full moon night
She walked inside her house
No one was home
She walked to the kitchen
Grabbed a sharp knife
Tears dropped down her face
She didn’t want to leave
But felt she didn’t belong
She closed her eyes
And felt a tight pain
Feeling the dripping of her blood
They found her dead,
On the floor
Blood on the knife
Blood on her eyelids
Blood on her body
She stabbed her self,
Right in the head
She was gone now
It could have been prevented
But every person had a chance
To make her life better
But no one chose that path
Now she’s dead
She lost her mind
She killed her self
Everyone is to blame
What came to be a small cut
Became bruises,
Cuts and a darkened poisoned soul
She became one of the people
That kill themselves
And are now
Down at earth
They got one chance in life…<br>They chosen to throw it away
They could have talked to someone
But decided to take it to there own hands
By killing themselves.

ummm..dont u know that u r married to him